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my replying speed will vary depending on my availability and inspiration.

Mostly focused on the side:despair iteration.Īctive until august 1st, 2020. Once again, thank you all for everything. this… may be my farewell to the rpc, but i am willing to share my discord- if you need me to cheer you on, i’ll be here. it’s not easy… and sometimes, it gets tiring having to be resilient all the time. i hope this situation is alleviated soon, too. I wish you all the best in all your endeavors. if i was able to achieve that, it would be enough. despite everything ( cough, d.espair arc, cough ), i think… most of us can agree she’s warm-hearted, somehow. now… that i say this, in the end, i just wanted for her to be seen as i saw her - kind, supportive, and a liiittle bit goofy. nonetheless… i’m thankful that some of you liked my portrayal of c.hiaki. i wish it wasn’t over so soon, because there’s still so much i want to do with everyone.

it’s this that makes it kind of… hard to leave. i may not be as sociable as is expected, but i do appreciate the support of every single one of you. even though there’s some stuff i’m still unlearning ( ex: seeking approval of my interpretation ), just the fact i can recognize that is a small victory, for me. i don’t consider myself a great person, but i deserve some respect. though, i’m grateful for what i learned from them- i really shouldn’t pay any mind to people who would believe anything that’s being said about me, who won’t respect me, and/or use me for their own personal gain. energy that… they didn’t particularly deserve. I don’t want to focus on the negative aspects i gave those people too much of my energy. ( yes, i’m counting the months i was on hiatus because biochem was kicking my butt. a year and almost 3 months later, my MS1 year is staring right at me.

i was shadowing and studying for the admissions test during summer. When i came back last year, i just wanted to have one last experience before i started grad school (even if i wasn’t sure i would be accepted).

still, i do feel some regrets- particularly, having lost some time over focusing on reactions to my portrayal and… not pushing myself to write more. I could mention all of the things i had in mind, all that i wanted to do… but things don’t really go as planned.